Nothing you can compare

在家靠家人，出外靠朋友


Everybody seems had gone far away
Leaving me aside
I felt lost,nobody will gonna guide me out

Softly nearly hardly barely

Softly falling,
softly crying,
softly hating,
softly dying.

softly.
softly.

nearly living,
nearly breathing,
nearly wanting,
nearly seeing.

nearly.
nearly.

hardly knowing,
hardly caring,
hardly feeling,
hardly working.

hardly.
hardly.

barely surviving,
my mind a mess,
not knowing where to turn,
caring, caring so much less.

barely feeling,
anything in my heart,
hard to breathe,
I'm torn apart.

barely seeing,
anything in life,
nothing left,
but anger. strife.

barely living,
feel only hate,
something went wrong,
to be dealt this fate.

bullshit

I'm f-ing FRUSTATED!

I didn't want us to burn out

Morning.
Having conversations with Min in msn couple of minutes ago.
We're practically talking about our futures.
Goshh, I'm a big girl now,it's time for me to think about what I should do in the future.
It's about my lifetime.
Going overseas was my desires.
I've always wanted to carry my studies overseas but the condition here doesn't allow me to do so.
Plus,I'm not like those smart people's who'd get used to other surrondings so easily.
I'm not good at everything. Frankly,I'm scared to face my SPM.
I can't find out any subjects that I can probably score an A+.
This was true. SPM was a bomb to me. Threatening yet scary,haunting me every minutes.
How I wished I was one of those intelligent people's. Ahhh.. *dreaming*
Anyways, I will try to score distinctions with all my might.
At least I've tried my best

you're coming undone

Finally it's Thusday!

I likey! Because I had no tuitions and I finally get to rest. Schooling days were hectic and tiring. SPM was literally killing me man. I'm getting my nerves to breaking point when I'm solving those add maths questions.=.= School became very unusual lately. I'm having a little conflicts with someone,no doubts,I'm the one who started the whole thing. Perhaps I'm a bit impetuous in handling this situation but I couldn't endure her domineering attitude. Seriously,I'm losing my patience. Sometimes,she's quite stingy in helping others as if she's scared to get into a unfavourable situation. Aren't friends supposed to lend a helping hand without caring for the pay back or loss? I really did not understand. People's nowadays are being too realistic nor materialistic. They often think about the advantages they would get first before deciding to help. Does this matter if we truly wanted to help someone? It's been questioning in my mind for quite a long time. People's are getting far apart from the good values and approaching the evil ones. They'll do anything for fame and fortune. Money was everything for them.
Garrick kor reminds me that I'm going to be officially 17 soon o.0. I know I shouldn't act like a kid anymore. 17 already loh. hahaha. Truant the driving license! I'm getting my license once my birthday was over. Couldn't imagine I could drive! I can't wait!
Another thing, I'm waiting for the CNY break. I need rest so badly!

P/S: You better online tonight or you'll know the consequences. GAGAGA :D

Got me reeling.

[ Current tune: Bad Romance-Lady GaGa ]


Hello loveliness. Again,school was hell bored. Mdm Low is absent today for Chemistry,Miss Cha replace the periods for Physics. Man! My eyes were half-closed and I nearly fall asleep. GAGA. Miss you so much laaa T-T. Why are some people's are being so hypocritical? They never cared people's feelings. They love insulting others and felt entertaning. They enjoyed teasing others rudely and laughed at their drawback. They're hurting others pride deeply. This is sooo humilating! Have you ever thought that someday you would be that one who is teased unduly by some ruthless peoples? How do you feel? Somehow, I'll get pissed off by this kind of nuisance. No matter I'm the victim or others. I'll get extremely mad. It's not fun by taking others as a joke okay? Only bastards would do such things

I'll probably stopped here. Having loads of homeworks to complete. Bye!

Tell me what's it gonna be?

i don't want to lose you in life because losing you in life is the biggest mistake.

School was effin' bored today. I slept in BM periods! I was just too tired laaaa. o.0 A question came to my mind while I was laying on my table. Am I that kind of person who'd is hard to put conversations with? Thing's changes since last year. I often felt like I'm getting far from my friend's. Nobody knows I'm feeling blue. They would still continue with their conversations which I can't really fit in. They'll talked cheerfully and joyfully while I'm abandoned like I never exsist. My friendships were fading,really obviously. I could never find someone to vent while I'm desperate. Restraining all my sadness till I'm back to my home. My tears dripped down... How good if time could rewind. I missed those forgotten memories with my bunnies. We'll share our pranks together and often did silly thing's. We cried and laugh together. I couldn't forget those tears and laughter we've shared.

It's coming to the end of January. Should start studying right now! Time never waits

He's moody today :( I'm sorry if I've hurt you.
Cheer up babe. I love to see you happy. ;D

Word by HER

Breathe ft. Taylor Swift

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.

People are people, and sometimes we change our minds.
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie,
It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see.

Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down,
Now I don’t know what to be without you around.

And we know it’s never simple, Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe, Without you,

Breathe, Without you,
But I have to.

stop callin'

It's childlish if someone tells you some nonsence and you're going to believe them.

I've changed my blog url to melodies-region.blogspot.com and deleted all my post.
Im starting a new post here. I'm kinda busy lately. Having so much chores to do and it's driving me insane! Guys, I'll type a longer post next time. I'm out of stuffs to blog