Hello 2012!

It's coming to 2012. 3 more hours left! Okay, my resolutions for 2012,

• Be more initiative
• Improve my performance in my studies
• Make good relationships with everyone :)
• Smile always
• Be more persistence
• Talk less do more

Actually there's a lot I need to do. I just need to improve myself. Humans need improvements to live better right? I hoped things could go on smoothly on year 2012. I'm getting older soon! LOL
I got a lot to post. Maybe on the next post?

Picture of the day. I know I had a very heavy eyebag! I'm lacking of sleep guys!  

Ciao's

:D

It's time

So today is the last day I'm sleeping on my beloved bed! *sobx*
I got to go back to my college on tomorrow. Which I wished this day never come
BTW,I got to attend the annual dinner held by the college.Seriously,I don't feel like going :/
I just finished packing up my things. There's just too many things to packed!

Heart to heart

                         

 Nothing to do. XD

I'm getting very bored in homie. I'm waiting for someone to come back!

HEH. 

That's the way how I feel

I just love the blue skies ♥ - 

Hui Chin rang up my phone last night. She said she's coming to Alor Star to meet me!

I'm like OMG is it real? I thought she's just kidding :D

She'll be coming with Leh Siew. Guess I'll be the tour guide. HEH

Again,I've done nothing since morning. What to do huh? 

4 more days and Imma going back to JAIL. Duhh

Do I give you tonight

Guess I'm back to blog again. *unbelievable* o.0
I'm too bored doing nothing. No offence. LOL
I'm going to upload some picture's I took in my college,as I promised :)

Having 'meeting' right here.

My Anatomy & Physiology. It's killing me!

Preparing for the party

The welcoming party by the seniors

Dancing!

Acting cute o.0

Siti is so cute! hahaha

Karen as a singer. wow

Seems like grandpa and grandma?

Add caption

Mannpreet talking on the phone!

Thats what we do on sports time

My head gear. LOL

Captured you. LOL

That's my sink. See how terrible it is

Classmates :)

The game I'm playing recently. Cute isn't it? :D

一个学期就这样过去了。

以前总盼望着进入学院的到来，期待着新的人生的开始

但从没想过踏入人生的第一步是如此艰难...

我对自己说，进了学院就要交很多朋友，努力读书，做个独立又坚强的人

说归说，现实归现实

刚开始进到学院，我对于一切都好陌生..

我好想好想回家，我好想我爸爸妈妈

原来离家的感觉真的不好受..

之前我还笑你软弱，现在我真的明白了，对不起

慢慢的，我开始适应那边的环境，也交了一群朋友

我们很要好，每晚pillow talk，一起疯狂，一起玩闹，真的很开心

但最后发生了好多事情..

我们的友情都淡了

我累了..

我不相信真的有真挚的友情

我突然觉得很没安全感，我不想继续呆在这里

那个时候，我才觉得自己很脆弱

以前的我，太过自信了

以为自己能为了梦想克服一切.

我现在真的觉得好累，后悔了当初的选择

护士，一直以来是我的梦想不是吗？

如果你现在问我这个问题，我会犹豫

我有时在想为什么我会选择当护士

我已经做了我人生最大的选择...我已没有回头的机会..

就算再不开心，辛苦..我都得继续不是吗？

That should be it

I knew I'm lacking of updates. Lol. Here I come :)

So the one-week-holiday ended in a blink of an eye that I still couldn't have enough. I really enjoyed my holiday having outings with my dearest..instead of sticking my butt on the chair studying. ;D  I started my studies and practical again this week,which I think it's quite tiring. 

I cried when it's time to leave home. I'm not willing to leave my loved ones,especially my mum and dad. They had give me the best thing in the world. But I still need to proceed to continue my future career. I couldn't just sit back doing nothing for my whole life. This is life. Till now,I still shed a tear whenever I think of home. Wondering when is the next holiday so I could meet them again.I really miss them a lot.

I have to attend class and clinical practice from 8am till 4pm everyday. After that I got to attend some activities held by the college or some meetings. GOD! It's taking away my life! I feel extremely exhausted every time I got back to my room. Being restless is such a torture. By the way, class test 2 is approaching. Frankly, I haven't done any revisions yet. I'm too tired to study. Well,I guess I have to manage my time well ;)

Okay, that's all for this post. Hopefully things will go on smoothly. 

Dancing through the night

I'm back to home due to my leave for one week!

OMG! I'm so so extremely excited thinking about going home. I'm getting exhausted busying with my studies. I often get stressed out sometimes, going mad when there is nobody for me to talk to.

I just knew my overall result on Saturday. It's quite okay for me, but I'll try to work harder on the next test. There will be more things to do on the following week. Whenever I think about going back to college, I feel annoyed and wished I could stay in my home till I wanted to leave. There is an assignment awaiting for me to complete. And I think there would be more meetings and activities held. Goddd...I just need some time to relax! I need to get rid of those stress so I can enjoy my holidays!

Back to my lane

I've been lazy to update my blog. FYI, I had my first test in college. Before that,I cramp the night studying and it tortured me..I'm lack of sleep. There's so muchh to study. And I've got my result back on Nursing Science. It's okay cause I passed! But I'm not sure whether I would failed my Medical Science :(

I realized that being a nurse aint easy. Besides requiring a wide knowledge,we still need skills to make better result. I had several practical sessions about bed-making,positioning,hair-care,bed-bath etc. We're going to use those skills on Monday( 15 August ). Godd..we're going to the ward for clinical practice! It's the time I'm going to deal with real patients. Sooo nervous. AHAH. But I'm looking forward to go to the ward. It might be my first experience in my life dealing with challenges. I got pitcha's with me which I captured in college. But I didn't bring my laptop home.

Perhaps I'll post it on the next post :D

不眠的夜晚

再一次失眠，是因为心中无法释怀的感伤。

再一次失眠，心中的无助和茫然就这样弥漫了所有的情绪。

已经习惯了听着耳机在这样静的夜里辗转反侧，

不自觉的把自己当成每首歌的主角，狼狈、颓废、梦想、回味、惆怅...

任凭思绪飞扬，梦想的生活片断，

如电影般随着音乐一幕幕上映，似乎已经没了主题。

我心中的焦虑未能停止

The escape

Well I do said I still had plenty of time on the last post but it seems like I'm running out of time now. I'll be leaving my home to further my studies in college. 13 days left! Initially, I am still thinking what should I do to occupy my time cause I've stopped working since March. But now it's kinda rush. I haven't prepare my things. I'm not prepared to leave home yet. I don't know where should I start packing up my stuffs. Seriously,I don't want to leave home. Who's willing to leave huh?

Baby I'm so Lonely

Had outing with my dear yesterday :)

He suggested me to this place,which I found very nice and I captured some photos. Well nothing much. It's quite a nice place to relax though. He went back to Penang today. I wished for more outings with him in the future :DD

Random

And finally I bought Iphone4. Lol.

Well it's white in colour and I really love it. Thanks mum!

I just can't get enough

I'm back to blog! :)

Okay,I've broke my cell phone last two days ago and I'm totally getting a new one soon.

Instead of getting Iphone4, I bumped into this phone, SE Xperia Arc. It's an android phone and the design is extremely slim! I love it much! Here's the picture,

Isn't it nice? LOL

I'm so gonna get it

You were my strength when I was beat

So I've decided to choose Lam Wah Ee as my nursing college :)

I was so uncertain that whether they would take me as their student,as you know my results aint good. So mum suggested to apply for several hospitals. It's beyond my expectations,both hospitals offered me the sponsorship. Well I can't believed it at first :D I'm quite happy when I was informed that I was offered. After days of considering,I've decided to choose Lam Wah Ee in Penang. FYI,I've done my medical check-up and the contract in Lam Wah Ee 2 days ago. I'm officially a student nurse! So the class starts on July. I still have plenty of time duh.

I wanted an iphone 4 so much! But who's going to buy it for me? AHAHA! Dreaming!

It's all for now. Tata!

seeking for

我们这一家

I've been watching this cartoon again lately. I don't know why,I just love it! It's been raining these few days,I felt friggin' bored. I'm going to apply for the July intake,so class starts on July. Mann. I hope class starts earlier,so I don't have to find a job. I am quite lazy though. I'm waiting for my salary for March. I need money $$

moving on

It's been ages since I've abandoned my blog. Time flies and I'd finally got my SPM result on 23/3. Guess what? It's worse than I had expected. But luckily I had enough credits to apply for sponsorship. I've been hanging out with my long-lost-friends that day. We chatted a lot about how we missed those school days. Yet,I miss school too. Going to class,read,talk,having fun,exams. I'm annoyed by thinking what would happen in the future. I had decided to take nursing course as I had lots of interest in it. I hoped I wouldn't had make a bad decision cause everyone around me were supportive enough. Strings of As doesn't mean you'll surely success in future. I believed success came from hard work & efforts. It's the first time I'm leaving my hometown and living by myself. No matter what ordeal I'm goin' to face,I'll try my best to cope with it.

set me free

Days were kinda bored. No job no events. BTW,I'll start my job on next week :)

I've lost contact with most of my friends. Those days were just hanging out with him. He really made my day. HAH

memories we had

Michelle and Ah Eng.

I've resigned and I'm jobless right now. When I started my job at that cafe,things gone well but after that I felt really pissed off by the people's there. I don't want to say anything about it. Fortunately there's Michelle who treat me very well. I wont forget those who treated me well :) Emm, I'll take this as an experience