Can't go any further than this

Facebook = Drugs


Facebook was probably going to make me screw up my exams!
I couldn't focus on my books
But thinking about something else
What's happening huh?
OMFG! I'm goin' insane!

Take the gun and count to 3

I had to choose either one.
What should I do? I'm getting lost!

Searching for a pace

Hey Guys!
I'm lacking of updates

Yea. I know. I'm kinda lazy to type out. *grins*
FYI,school ended rather late from now onwards. It's going to carry out till our SPM trials. Err..I think so? wtheck. It's sooo lame! I'll get sleepy on afternoons. So I can't really focus plus in such a hot weather. What's the point of making this stupid rule? Duhh! Okay, fine. It's the school rules. I can't really rebel against it. Exam falls on next week,the upcoming Tuesday. OMIGOD. There's nothing I could say. I'm gonna screw up my exam! hahahaha. I'll get major headaches when I saw those bloody books! Urghh. Someone,same me?
Okay,thats all.
Sign off

meet the lazy girl

Greetings! I'm bursting my head out of thinking for a title for my presentation. GAHHH

I'm lazy to blog.
Til then!

My runway never looked so clear

Hey guys! Guess what? It's the CNY+Valentines day now. I'm typing this post at 1am. Well, I didn't feel any excitement going around me. I don't know why. I saw those kids putting fireworks and chasing each other happily. I watched them feeling a bit envy. They seems like they have no worries,they shouted and cheered. Klesa will get much when you're growing elder. This was so true. I can feel myself getting into lotsa conflict. Okay,I think I should stop talking about something negative here. It's CNY what! Supposed to talk about something very auspicious. Chinese love em'. LOL. Well, this valentines, I'm dating my bed D: Doesn't matter. I've still have many chances to have a date! I'm still young wyehh! ahaha. It's bedtime now. I should go to bed. Lights off peoples'!

I see you aimin' at my pedastal

Conversations with Ah Loo minutes ago.
I miss her sooo badly XD


Should have been expecting for tomorrow.
This year seems different.
I'm no longer looking forward for this occassion.
On the contrary, I felt empty.
It's weird but it's really happening

这才是男朋友

这才是男朋友，你合格吗？

一。每天睡觉之前一定要给她打一个电话，不管你有多晚，

因为她一直在等你，只是她嘴上说不管。

二。就算你再忙，你也不能一连好几天不给她短信或电话，或者对她忽冷忽热，因为这样会让她很恐慌，是不是自己又做错了什么。任何时候不要让她找不到你，因为这样她会一直很不安心。

三。 就算她跟你无理取闹你也要原谅她，因为她那是在测试你在乎她的程度。因为她那是缺乏安全感

四。你要经常去她的个人主页，即使什么也不留下，但是她看到你来过的记录也会很开心。

五。你问她想不想你时，如果她说不想，你一定要很开心，因为她的不想就是想。

六。和她发短信时，字数一定要比她的多，这样她会觉得你是在乎她的。

七。对她对你已经说过一万遍的关心，不要不耐烦的说知道了知道了，要很感动的说谢谢，因为那真的都是她出自内心的关心。

八。当她关心你时，不要说出：原来你也会关心我这样的话。这样会很伤她心，因为这对于她来说是一种很大的否定。

九。当你和她打电话时，你一定要她先挂你的电话，即使她说了一百遍要你先挂。

十。千万要记得她都是害羞的，不要什么都让她主动。

十一。即使最后你们还是不能走到一起，记得，一定要跟她说清楚，分手一定要让她说出，因为她是为你折翅的天使。

十二。分手后，千万不要再对她说出以后还是朋友这样的话，因为这样她会觉得自己很悲哀。

男朋友就是每天不厌其烦的陪你吃饭、送送你上下班的那个人；

男朋友就是虽然身上没什么钱，也会请你吃饭的那个人；

男朋友就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人；

男朋友就是能跟你打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人；

男朋友就是在你最艰难的时候陪伴在你身边的那个人；

男朋友就是为了不让你担心，无论出了什么事都要自己默默承担的那个人；

男朋友就是手机里总是存满你给他发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人;

男朋友就是无论你是不是漂亮都会夸赞你漂亮的那个人；

男朋友就是常察看你的手机纪录，确信跟你常联系的都是你的女性朋友才放心的那个人；

男朋友就是在你任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲你发火的那个人；

男朋友就是看到你流泪时，为你擦去泪水给你一个温暖拥抱的那个人；

男朋友就是就算你犯了错误，也舍不得骂你的那个人；

男朋友就是可以在车站等你很久也不会介意的那个人；

男朋友就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪你一家一家的逛到你觉得满意为止的那个人；

男朋友就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让你随时依靠的那个人；

男朋友就是吃饭时放慢速度等你的那个人；

男朋友就是总是让你走在马路内侧的那个人；

男朋友就是过马路时会紧紧拉住你的手的人；

男朋友就是就算情人节也不会买花给你，让你对他又爱又气的那个人；

男朋友就是深夜为你开着手机的那个人；

男朋友就是当你读到这篇文章时立刻会想到的那个人

Took my heart to the limit

LOL

She's a diva

I don't know what was the problem with you. Did I do anything that offended you? Aren't we families? But you never treat me as a part. You love to circumvent me and tease at me. I couldn't understand what are the point you're doing this. What makes you detest me huh? I tried to ignore you everytime and I thought it would be better. But you hated me more and more. My fault? For not being a good sister? I don't know. You're getting so domineering and thinks that you're right all the time. Couldn't figure out what's running on ur mind. I'll get frustated sometimes by the way you treat me. But you never cared. You'll never know how misery I am stucked in such conflicts. I felt like crying and summore leave this house. I'm tired of you!

To more than I could be

Exam's timetable is distributed.
I'm like o.0 what the toottt when I got the timetable.
Exam falls on 2th March.
I'm dreading examinations!


I got to study now!

I hate you so so much!

Looking at you makes it harder

What a scorching weather! Im sweatin' although I've switched my air-conditioner to 23 degrees. *rolled-eyes* The Earth is getting very worst now. It haven't rained for quite a long time. The drains were dried,the lands were cracking,the plants withered and humans get extremely fidgety.
It's due to humans malpractice. YES. HUMANS. We are abusing The Earth's natural resources. Plus,we never appreciate what The Lord had largess humans. This caused the Earth getting into a sorry state. Who suffered? Humans themselves. It means US. Hey humans,if you want to live good,please preserve the Earth for our next offspring or generations. Green environment makes healthy life


[ I'm running out of topic to blog -.-. What should I say? errr.. ]
....
....

Okay, fine, I'll leave it till the next post.
Bye
XD

爱，有时侯也是一种错觉

我追寻着他的足迹，感受着他的喜怒哀乐，并为着她的开心而开心，为着他的忧郁而忧郁。
我以为这就是爱了。

我喜欢听他的言谈风笑，喜欢贴近他的感觉，甚至为着他愿意与你说话，而欣喜异常。
我以为这就是爱了

我对自己说我是愿意做他的新娘的，愿意与他携手百年，愿意为他置一处温暖的家，让他从此不再漂泊，愿意为他生儿育女共享天伦。
我以为这就是爱了

不可否认，我的确对他动情动心了。
只是，某一天，当他离我而去，最开初，我有过思念，有过失落，甚至有过惆怅与痛楚。但是，随后的日子，我忘记得很快。另一处风景闯入我的视野，代替了先前所有的思念，我觉得相形之下，我更爱眼前的风景。
这个时候，偶尔想起先前的他，我只是笑笑，笑自己当初的幼稚与天真，原来那不是爱，那只是自己给自己编织的情网，我喜欢垂钓的爱情，钓的是自己的感觉和自己的血肉。

或许，我喜欢的只是他头上的光环，喜欢的只是打败身边那些仰慕者的感觉。

因为我耐不住寂寞；因为我争强好胜；因了我酷爱着征服，带给我做女人的快乐。正如某人所说，你爱的不是他这个人本身，而是恋爱的感觉，我需要有一种恋爱的味道、恋爱的气息、恋爱的热闹，充斥年轻的生命过程，消耗过剩的精力。因此，我不断的制造着爱的对象，制造着爱的感觉，我爱着爱他的感觉，爱着想念他的味道，爱着为他写情书的激动，同时还爱着被他冷落、被他粗暴的教训的酸涩，爱着因为他喜欢众多女人和众多女人喜欢他而引发的醋味。我沉迷在这种爱的痛快之中，无法自拔。

这，其实是爱的错觉。

爱的错觉，让我忽略了一样，最现实的一样，那便是与他真心相守一辈子，那些平平淡淡岁月里，柴米油盐的琐碎；那些风霜雪雨来临时，生命要承受的刀光剑影。对这些，我没有想过，或许我想过，却只是轻描淡写的以为那很简单。

在我看来，有爱就够了。

可是，有爱是绝对不够的。纸上谈兵似的恋情，无异于画饼充饥；只沉浸在甜言蜜语中的恋情，是经不起时间和考验的。

爱的过程却是长久的跋涉，除了花前月下，除了卿卿我我，除了肌肤上的亲吻爱抚，还有义务和责任，那些东西看起来一点儿也不浪漫，甚至是沉重的，却需要你付出毕生的精力；你是否知道，最真实动人的情书，不是写在纸上，不是唱在嘴里，却是付印在你每天为你和他组合的那个家的操劳之中。因此，真正的恋爱，是从组合了家才开始的，开初的一切，都只是爱的序幕，厚实而精彩的内容，在以后的章节。
当你以为自己爱了的时候，不妨让自己暂时的远离，把心里升腾的爱火人为的灭一灭，然后重新打量你自以为爱着的对象，看看自己是不是具有足够懂得他的能力，至少是不是愿意努力的去了解他、理解他，并始终欣赏着他。然后，你还需把他所有的优点全部抛开，只看他的缺点，并尽可能放大他的缺点，再问问自己，你能不能够包容？在今后的岁月里，你会不会因了他的这些缺点不仅没有改变，反而膨涨，而轻易的离弃？你是否愿意无论贫富、疾病、环境恶劣、人生失意失利，都一心一意忠贞不渝地爱护他，在人生的旅程中永远与他心心相印相依相偎，直至白头偕老？

请把每种情形都好好的思虑一遍，并认真的在心里演绎一次。