What a rainy ending

I had a bad sleep throughout the night. It tortured me :'( I wished I won't grow up, like Disney's Peter Pan who lived in Neverland. Lol. Being a kid doesn't need to worry bout things that adults would take care on. They're naive. They make things simple. They are protected. Unlike adults who'd love to make things go complicated. When I was a kid,I wish to grow up faster. I can have freedom,do anything I want without asking permission,do what adults could do. This could be the coolest thing ever! But when I'm reaching the particular stage,I realized that things wasn't as simple as I thought. I couldn't really address how I felt now. The only way is to be harsh and beat all the circumstances. Yeaa,this is what I should do. Persist to the end