I started to hate everything around me. Why is everyone treating me like that? Tell me. WHY? The adults were taking prejudice no matter what I'm doing. They want me in their own way and this frustrated me. The reason for doing this is for my own good. What good huh? Turning me into a neuropath? I've tried so hard to pleased them when I was a kid. I do what they demanded. But I've grown up now,I have my own thinking! I just hoped that they can really understand me and not forcing me to do something. I knew what's good and bad for me. Couldn't they understand? I have my own feelings..I have my own thinking..I have my own persistence. I never wanted to lied. But if I don't lie,would you respect my decision? I had enough. I'm tired of this world.