waiting for someone to release me

The blog title is annoying. Ignore the title cause I just put it randomly. So I've mentioned I need a job on my last post and I've got a job now :) I'm being emo yesterday and I have a sudden feeling of missing school! I missed when I have to study in class. It's true! But time couldn't rewind. I'm getting annoyed by my further study thingy and often I cried. It's not easy to achieve something that you want. There's lots of obstacles awaiting for us. I'm afraid I might messed up the whole thing cause I've been longing for this opportunity for a long time. Perhaps I need a lil self-confidence. I have a contagion of fear when I think about future. It's a long way to go..